Dude, I'm low-key realizing I love MIKE's music because I've used his stuff in nearly every entry. LMAO, I was thinking of Artist of the Century when I wrote this. I hope you guys enjoy it. :)))
You know what I find insane? Literally, the day after I made my last entry, I ended up finding a job. That’s literally where I’ve been all month (and last month): working, getting some money in my pocket, finding a balance, etc. I don’t know if I shared this or not, but when I’m away from my blog, I start getting antsy. Well, this is one of my main outlets for creativity. So, really, when I stop creating for a long time, I start getting antsy. For months, I said I wanted to get a job so I could fund my dream, and now that I’m a step closer to the life I want? I want to go all in. I want to be a better artist; that’s not to say I was ass before, but I want to do more.
I hope this makes sense, but I want to brand myself like a musician; I want my own style, I want to stand out, and I want to put my money where my mouth is. When I was little, I used to want fame so badly. My dream job was to be a gaming YouTuber and have my own game room…and that shit might still happen, but I don’t give a fuck about the fame anymore. I just want my art out there, and I’m happy I finally have the freedom to do so. Having a job helps, sure, and I can get some money now…but I think I knew what I wanted way before I got the job; I just didn’t realize it yet. It’s whatever, though.
- CD ★
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